Happy 11th birthday to my sweet baby, Donovan. I know you are not a baby anymore and growing into a fine young man. I miss sleeping next to you like we did every night, up until the last day we were together nearly seven years ago. I am so sorry this all happened and that I am not there to celebrate your special day. I miss you and love you so much and cannot wait to be with you and your sister and brother again. Have a wonderful day my sweet boy! Love, Mommy

Happy 13th Birthday Aven McKenzie! I am so sorry I am not with you on this milestone birthday. A girl should never have to grow up without her Mommy to guide her. You are beautiful, amazing, and I am so proud of you! I hope you are still riding horses and loving animals as you always did. You were always such a naturally gifted rider. You are growing up so fast! I cannot wait for the day that we can be together again. Be assured that Grandmom (and the rest of your family that

Happy 16th birthday, Vincent!! I love you and miss you so much. I am so proud and grateful to be your Mommy. I still picture you holding my hand to cross the street and cannot imagine that you are old enough now to drive a car! I am so sorry for this time apart and I promise that Grandmom and I fight to get back to you and your sister and brother every day. The truth will come out and our lives will be renewed and wonderful. Enjoy your special day and passage into manhood. I

It has been too long since I blogged about my life and experiences. I tried the laying low approach to incarceration with hopes that justice would come in my silence and the court filings by my attorneys. Unfortunately, my health has continued to decline catastrophically and there still exists unrectified prosecutorial overreach. The Chief Medical Officer Dr. Randolph Maul of the Department of Corrections in Colorado personally referred me for medical release in July 2025. Si

Happy 10th Birthday to my sweet, snuggley little man, Donovan. You are still my Dobbie Doo Sausage, and I miss sleeping, cuddled next to...

Happy 12th birthday to my sweet, beautiful girl Aven. I sure hope you are still riding horses that you always loved so much. I am so...

Happy Birthday to my oldest baby, Vincent who has become such a handsome, fine young man and is 15-years-old today!! My heart hurts to...